what if

hei hei hei...

apa kabarnya? thank god if you okay. sorry to hear that and get well soon if you are not.

entah kenapa, gue selalu pengen nulis cerita-cerita goblok lagi kayak dulu, tapi rasanya sulit sekali. jadi mungkin gue minta maaf aja ya kalau emang ngga, eh bukan, belum bisa bikin cerita kayak dulu lagi. dan sekarang gue mau nulis sebuah puisi aja ah..

gue ngebuat puisi gara-gara temen gue yang suka cerita sama gue tentang mantannya. kalau temen gue ini masih suka sama mantannya.. kalau temen gue ini masih ngarep sama mantannya.. kalau temen gue ini selalu gugup kalau ngeliat mantannya. and here we go..

what if..

what if, I still in love with you?

what if, I still want to hold you?

what if, I still want to being comfort when I around you?

what if, I still want to hear you sing for me?

what if, I still want to kiss you?

what if..

I'd like to smile for you when you say you love me.

I'd like to feel the warmth from your hand when you hold me.

I'd like to put my head on your shoulder to make me feel so comfort and safety.

I'd like to hear you sing for me and hugged you when you done

I'd like to kiss your forehead to get a kiss on my forehead from you.

I know now you're not mine. I know we are not the same anymore..

but tell me...

will you say 'I love you too' when I ask 'do you love me?'

will you say 'yes you can' when I ask 'can I hold your hand?'

will you say 'put your head on my shoulder' when I tell you that I worried about something?

will you say 'of course!' when I want to hear you sing?

will you say 'here a kiss for you too' when I kiss you?

will you say 'yes' when I ask you..

'will you be mine again?'

puisinya jelek ya? huhehuhehuhe.. ga bisa mikir yang lebih bagus sih..

tapi semoga mungkin ini bisa berguna. hehehe

well, catch ya later..